When you love some long distance, it is scary how unimportant you can become when something happens in their life… Like you just want to be there and be someone they want there but.. you can’t. This fucking sucks.
“I just wanted to know him. I wanted to know how he would hold me when we watched scary movies. I wanted to know how he would shake his head and laugh when I ranted about my mother and crazy family. I wanted to go on dates, and laugh, and cry, and joke with him. But the 630 miles between us didn’t want that, I guess.”